New blog, two new stories, more drama

Ciaossu! I'm thinking about making a new blog, this blog is just too dark, but it was on puporse, like when I'm angry at a person I would dislike the person until we sorted it out, that's how I am. I would write mean things just out of anger, and I think I wrote stuff that ... yeah. This blog was for the dark sides, while the other I have is really light and ... yeah. So this is just when i'm angry or sad I write mean things and say stuff i dodn't mean. Am I gonna delete this? that's the question. I think i would keep it as a memory. What should my new blog's name be? hmmm. I'm gonna put the link here, i'm not making a new one, just to run away, i'm making a new, just like starting a new chapter in my life.

så er den endelig færdig, er  ikke helt tilfreds med den, men jeg overlever, kan ikke rigtigt finde ud af det med blog: http://unbreakableunmistakeable.blogspot.dk/

Not fragile

i'm gonna keep staying strong, cuz' i know it's not the last time i will cry, people keep judging me 'such a cold person with no feelings' 'so mean' 'you made her evil like yourself' - i'm so tired of the same things all the time, i'm so tired of being in a box where the name is 'evil' or 'mean'. Don't judge me when you haven't felt my pain or walked a day in my shoes. I got through a lot, probably much more than you ever did in your life, but i keep smiling, did i ever tell about my pain? you guys keep talking about the little things you don't like in your  life, while people have real problems, have i ever bothered you guys about my pain? family problem, school, friends ... aiiish, no peace.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=piWsn9BGt48

a tree whose leaves are withered and fallen.

- Yuki

Why

It only keeps going down, do i have to cry in silence everyday from now on? Why does this alwas happen to us, why do people come and fuck things up in our family, why do they always fight and end up leaving, why did you go from me? Was it that much i meant for you? Why was it so easy for you to say goodbye, just because of dad, it's my fault too? You know i would have given my whole family for you grandma, you know i would had done that. I'm glad that you aren't angry at me, but why leave this house? i love you and i know you love me, but stay here, this is your house.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=IzTnZECc13g

lalala ~~

so many things to tell you, i got an ipad, a little over a month then bye denmark hello turkey! and soon abonnement to my iphone 4 and now i',m grilling with my family ... lol, taking a break now. hehehehe.

that 'friend', now i can see she is a bætch, like her little sister more. such a cutie. :D

i love how my cousin (girl) comes to me for talking about problems.<3
now we both cry, talking about how our miserable our life is. xD

death note.

sometimes i wish i had a death note, i don't want to kill people, but i wish them bad luck and want them to be in big pain p/f. it's the evil inside me who is talking. there is one girl i want to see in a big pain, i want her to fail, i want her to be hurt like nobody else, i want her to cry and scream my name. yes, i'm gonna get over with it. it's just my big tempher talking.

btw, it's to light, så i can't really see the screen for mistakes, just writting and hoping there isn't mistake, but you can't look at something and don't find a mistake, you can't, it's the same with people.

TOO MUCH!

TO TALK ABOUT! yeh. first, me my sis and my cousin is watching an anime together. He was like, when you come home then let's watch it together! and he is six years old. there is much more to talk about the anime and them, but i don't feel like it. What i've been doing:

Watching anime.
Being with friends.
City 2 - news shoes.
City 2 - Friend
and a lot more things. =)

hmm, really?

it turns out than when i turn one of my best friends to an 'enemy' i really don't care if i have lost that person, wauw, suprised by my self lol. Bte this 'friend' have this SAME FREAKING HAT on all the time, it's annoying to look at, i mean is your confidence in your hat or what? owo srsly, do you even wash that hat? it looks good on you, but girl for the love of the god TAKE THAT DAMN HAT OFF JUST FOR ONE! do you sleep with it? you have two hats, and chancing hats doesn't make you look 'clean' wash your hat and do something else with your hair, srlsy, i get AKJHSDUHFU when i look at you accidently, don't wanna see ya face, it annoys me. -___-

btw, was running away from my 'friends' i didn't want to hear, see or talk to them, really i thought i could run away from them and to my house so i didn't have to ... yeah, talk to them, see them, but they were on their bicycles. .___. ... damn. aish, and the 'myconfidenceandimsoprettyinhatsandidon'twashthemsomyhairgetsalldirty' 'friend' was there too, i didn't want to hear her voice, if she didn 't cycle away i could had thrown something in her hat, she really annoys me ... that bitch. EVERYBODY IS BITCHES! love that world, i say it to all my 'friends'.

aiigo, my friends don't know that i actually don't really care about them, there are only three - weel, now theres only two ... more one, Elif. hahah i remember, this 'hatxfriend' said 'my mission is to get into you, know you really well' and i were like (in my head) - bitch, like i would ever let you in, i'm not stupid ya know, i may seem 'friednly' but trust me i can say goodbye not even blinking!

like i would ever let you in, mission failed, really weak. i knew you inside out already after three weeks, you don't even know me well NOW, hahahaha, loser. MISSION FAILED, JUST LIKE OTHER PEOPLE! my family doesn't even know me well yet, only two people know me pretty well.

I LOVE ONE PIECE! ... random.