Why

It only keeps going down, do i have to cry in silence everyday from now on? Why does this alwas happen to us, why do people come and fuck things up in our family, why do they always fight and end up leaving, why did you go from me? Was it that much i meant for you? Why was it so easy for you to say goodbye, just because of dad, it's my fault too? You know i would have given my whole family for you grandma, you know i would had done that. I'm glad that you aren't angry at me, but why leave this house? i love you and i know you love me, but stay here, this is your house.
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