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yeah, we have gym in our school and it's on every friday, and this time it was my turn to be the teacher for a day and i was supposed to do that with my friend Ria. but unfortunately she didn't come, she probably forgot it. and i don't know if the reason is because og TMNT - that we were 'fighting' a little again or talking about how i dislike them now - L&K (Nr. 2 and 4). she was really down after hearing that, so i don't know if that's the only reason for not coming today or if it just was because she was sick? i don't know, but yesterday she wrote something speciel for me, that she really likes me and think i'm speciel and that i know her best even throught i'm not her best friend (she is speciel to me too) LIKE A FRIEND! we're not gay lol. xD anyway, later she was down because we four kinda broke up... so... yeah. we have to solve this problem so we can be together again all four - hopefully. i hope the best for us, so we can have fun and not be sad. okay, the problem with me is that i just that i can move on, and they can't. because i have been thought things that people cut in them self for - and maybe kill - but i won't hurt myself i would rater make myself stronger, i think that is soooo much better. you have to think that these people only are kids, that we only are kids and think it's funny to hurt someone. so those kids who hurts you inside and out, just think that maybe someday they will need you, that they would be under you. go with the thought that you are the best for yourself. if something around you is bad, then you take yourself down too. you go the dark way, you squize youself in to a little box, come out, and show the world that they can't take you down. and people who cuts in them self, they would treat you as you treat yourself. if you hurt yourself why wouldn't they? stop it, do something about and don't just stand. please, i beg you, don't let yourself down. always think about how your furture could be, cuz' your future is gonna be how YOU make it, because it is yours, it is in your hand, not other peoples! believe in yourself.

I'M UNBREAKABLE.
I'M A FIGHTER.