two different ways - which way?!

there are always TWO ways. you take one way and follows it, sometimes it's the wrong and other times it's the way to happiness. listen to your heart, when you take your way, close you ears and listen to yourself, YOUR heart, because it's YOUR way. no one can tell you which way you have to go. people makes mistakes, but you learn of them. you have to make mistakes for knowing what not to do, and what to do next time. there will always be a next time, believe it or not, a second change does exicst. don't think your hope is over, believe, okay, believe in yourself. NO ONE IS WRONG! We're different, but not wrong. people who is bullying others, thinks bad about them selfs, have problems,  have mistakes, and because they know that they have many mistakes, they are trying to bring your mistakes out, or self making some. everybody has a mistake, everybody did something wrong. people who bully others, just THINK, think if you were in that situasion, WHY do you have to make people kill themself, is it good knowing that you are a murder? does that makes you cool? does your friend think you are a funny and cool guy/girl? no, sometimes they would think that you are a BIG idiot. i'm asking WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? why would you make someone feel bad about themself. even if they don't kill themselves, you still killed them inside, and that makes you to a murder. and people who cuts in themselfs, why make you hurt more than they already do to you? why don't you instead make you stronger, get the pain away by hitting you pillow. just something that don't leave you scars, because one day when you feel better and happy, you will look at those scars and think about the past, and that would make your heart crumb. you would think, why did i hurt myself? i wasn't better than them, IF YOU HURT YOURSELF, THEN THERE'S NO DIFFERENCE IN THEM HURTING YOU. you get the pain away by cutting, but you it would come back, and then you have to care about TWO pains. scars will always be there, don't make them haunt you, don't make the stupid scars hold you down. LIVE you life, just think about the future, maybe you would be a famous singer, maybe you would be a great doctor and have a nice family, but you can't know if you stop your life right away. please, i beg you, don't hurt yourself. i'll say it again:

we're different, but not wrong.

- CL.

if you hurt yourself, then theres no difference in them hurting you.
- Yuki Nun (me hehe)

CL is from an popular group in Korea, the group name is 2NE1 and they have four members: CL, Dara, Minzy & Bom. and they make amazing songs that makes you feel better, and most of the time it's like they are singing your story, there are songs like: I am the best, Ugly, Go Away, Lonely, Follow Me etc.

MAKE YOURSELF STRONGER, NOT WEAKER. please close your ears, when your friend is saying 'come here!' because it's your decicion if you want to, they can't take you down, only if you decide to go down. don't smoke, don't party all night, don't do stuff like that, just to be cool or just to people accepting you. cuz' do you want ONE friend who loves you as you are, or MILLION friends liking you for who you not are. you decide! believe me or not, one true friend is better and million fake friends. the one true will always be there for you, while the fake one will be all around and most of the time behind your back with a knife. FIGHT.