aiigo, what friends? lalalalala

i'm not mad, but i have been thinking about this from the very first time i wrote it, i don't think 'i love you' (to my friends, or maye exfriend lol) i think it was too fast saying that, i care about you, only one friend that i love. And about Yin & Yang, no, we're not, i am going to by a 'Yin' necklage to my friend named Louise, and i'm gonna have Yang, we're not best friends, or we're kind off like, you know sisters, but yeah, she's my friend. I think we fit more to Yin & Yang. The other friend, i think you're better with your 'popsmokesdrinkslovesboys friend' from your own class, i don't understand why youre all like 'omg, i wan't invinted to brunch, i'm like part of you guys class too' - yes you are, but lately youve been like 'hi' and then look down, not that you HAVE to be with us, i'm ctually really glad that we don't speak right know, and i'm not sorry about it, i think things jsut got brighter and funnier like you were some unlucky thing in my life, lol, but i'm glad now i spend more time with 'Yin' like i used to before. But back to black (lol jk!) i don't think that you should get angry when were not 'with you' or invite you, you have your own class too, and friends there. Btw i have a feeling that youve smoked, you probably tried your parents cigaretts, i believe so, i don't know if you smoke know and i don't care. i don't hate you, i don't love you, i care about you like an older sister - but right now, i don't even know if i even care about you, i haven't really been thinking of you like 'uuuh ___ i should tell you this' i've been busy, and i think that it's good we don't talk right now. :)

- omg, why is it so easy to hate than love? why do i hate people 1000 more times than i love, why can i hate people so easily? even a good friend i can turn in to my enemy not even blinking ... but to be honest i like it, i like that i can say goodbye easily then 'hi!' i am a person who cary grudges for long time.

you're annoying btw, hate you ~~ who? idk. lol. just wanna hate someone now xD