yes, when people don't listen to me it turns bad for them some times, i mean, i told my friend "DON'T break up with him, i knwo you wil regret it, i know it, just wait a day more, okay?" and she didn't listen, broke up with him, it turned out she still ahd feelings for him, he didn't talk to her, didn't even wanted to be her friend anymore, so yeah, your bad. And i could give you more examples. I said to my two friends who were hurt or something with some other friend in class, and i told them "it's her who keeps messing things up, just let her for one sake come to YOU guys, you keep bowing your head for her that's why it's easy for her to hit it, wait and later talk to her, and not like 'sorry, we love you, but ehm, nevermind, let's be best friends forever uuh see a unicorn aaah ~~ <3" NO. Still, they bowed their head for her, she did the same thing again, they were getting hurt, and then i'm like "gtfo, don't ask me for advice when you won't listen" ARGH. And really i'm 'mean' - not actually i'm myself, and i won't lie when they are looking bad in a dress, but sometimes, when i see that a thing really means a lot to them i can say it in a sweeter way - but still, no matter how many freaking times i've helped them and cleaned their asses for them they stil are like, yeye Yuki, fuck you let me be friends with you!
yes, 'friends' get my help and then give me the middle finger and say 'chiaoo, i'm going to be with my other friend, and the friend that didn't really help me, and soemtimes being and ass' yes, do that, i can just say fuck you! i'm not gonna hold any contacts nor help you anymore either so fuck off. Yes, bye.
Just one friend, i think no matetr how much we're getting angry at each other we still come back to each other (now i think about it, always her making mistakes, but the thing i like is that she is saying and in front of a other friend too 'yes, it was me being and idiot' which i think the others should learn to say, i'm not saying, i'm perfect and the whole world hates me, and being a drama-queen or like i'm the good one always, no, it's not like that)
so, Louise, i'm probably gonna hate you, really much, and think you are an idiot from time to time, but hopefully (like it always ends) it will be a good ending. ahhaha, love that they all say 'BERFIN YOU HAVE TO COME TO MY WEDDING, AND WE HAVE TO COME TO YOURS! ... well, we can't picture you with a man (not that i'm gay! it's just, erh, i'm not the kind of girl that's like uuuuh i ahve a boyfriend - byw i'm muslim - so, why lose your virginity to 'your true love' in elementary school, like wtf?! you don't even know what love is yet, wait, some people still doesn't know when they grow older, but still, boyfriends and girlfriends now?! omg, you guys are still a child, you watch the grown ups and do exactly what they do, you are hurting yourself more because of 'boyfriends' and 'girlsfriends', it's your fault for getting hurt, not other people!
puuh, i know i blogged a lot, one after anaother, but really i had to get my thoughts out, and i haven't blogegd for a while, so now it all comes out. heh. so what, it's mu blog, screw you!
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