Bad dreams.

yes, i have been dreaming about me fainting (in two dreams) and about cancer too, and that my little cousin getting really sick (sick like close-to-death-sick) and yeah, i really don't know what those dreams trying to tell me, or it's obvious but i don't know if it's just bad dreams or if it really is trying to say something too me. One i dreamed about falling from my skates and i did the next day, i just when i was at the end about to fall i just knew i was going to fall, and just 'opened my arms to it' - lol, yeah - i fell pretty bad, but still i didn't cry (well, i felt two times that day btw, still didn't cry, BADASS, lol) it was like, it hurted, but in a way it didn't ...

Probably don't gonna believe this anyway ...

- oh! and my aunt, she dreamed one about a boy in a water, dead, and the place where he was ... flowing, or something, the next day they found the dead boy exactly where she dreamed him being. And my grandmother - my dad's mom - i love her - she have had many dreams too, and esp. about us, where my little cousin something happened to him, he was in Turkey with his dad and his mom was in Denmark, then my grandmother said to her: "I had a dream about your son, go to Turkey! NOW! you have to go, i have a bad feeling" you know what, it turns out he was in a car accident ... yes, creepy huh? believe it ot not. And there is many times where i figure a lot of things out just by face expression or body movement i figure out what they a thinking about or yeah ... my two friends thought that TMNT (which doesn't exicst anaymore, fuck it btw) were getting too much (the one was the girl who started it all and made us make a song or sing TMNT Theme song) and then she fucking told US that we were overreacting?!? like wtf?!? anyway i knew something was wrong, when these two girls took a step fourther than us - like srsly, they just walked in front of us - and i asked them about if they were trying to 'escape' from us, because they throught it was too much and they were like "how the fuck did you know that?!"