it's wrong.

yes, that word keeps coming to my mind when i cry, i don't really cry often but when i do i feel like it's wrong, i don't cry when i hit my head og something like that, just so you know, well, sometimes the pain is too big, so maybe one day i will cry when my head or leg or arm hurts. Hm. Am i the only one who things that? i hate showing feelings, really, i don't like it, i HATE crying, it feels so wrong, and i feel weak and if there really is something that i really hate is me feeling weak. Yes, true, sometimes it feels good getting all the emotions out in tears (btw, poeple who cut do than instead of hurting yourself, read my words when i say: STOP CUTTING! and eh read what i wrote ... a little long time ago, about bullying, cutting etc.) Aish. i Know i'm not the only one feeling like that.

btw, my english isn't that good and there is some parts where i write really ... yeah, i'm really tired right now, and something is borthering me, i don't know what it is,that feeling have been there before, something, i want to say something, idk ... hm.